I lined up to get an NBI clearance the other day. I decided to get my clearance the "normal" way, just like any other normal Filipino citizen who needs to get a clearance. I do know someone who could have helped me get one easily, breaking the line, and getting the clearance in less than an hour. I could have asked him for help, but I decided to just line up. And I didn't regret it. I did stay in the NBI office for four hours in the heat of their building, waiting. It's a good thing they had enough chairs for everyone to sit down, but it was still a long four hour wait.
Finally I was in front of the window, facing a computer monitor, watching and checking as they were typing the details. My picture was taken, fingerprints recorded, and when it was all over the monitor flashed a big "HIT" sign.
Those of us in the line sort of enjoyed watching the other applicants ahead of us go through the same process, and watching the different reactions when they either got a "NO HIT" or "HIT" flash on the screen. Getting a "HIT" means that either you have an ongoing case, or there is someone with a similar name as you who has a case, and they need to double check whether or not it is the applicant.
As I was watching applicant after applicant get their "verdict", I was thinking to myself - I had no case, no complaint, no blotter filed against me in the past, so most probably I would get a "NO HIT" when my name was submitted. But to my surprise I got a "HIT". I wanted to shout "no, I'm innocent", but of course that would get me nowhere. In my mind, though, I did shout - I'm innocent, I'm not guilty of anything, I don't have, nor have ever had, a case filed against me! Why would I get a "hit"? Of course there might just be another Benitez who has an on going case in the justice system, but if he doesn't have the same first name, the same birthday, the same parents - why give me a "hit"? Anyway, who are we to question their system. All I have to do is go back after one week and hopefully it will show that I should be cleared.
It's different though with the Justice system of God. I remember the first time that someone shared the Gospel with me. I'm not talking about the "gospel" that is shared every Sunday, but the Gospel, the good news of Christ concerning our salvation. It was a Friday night, my and my friends were about to watch an x-rated movie, and one of our friends, who had just become a Christian, told us that what we were about to do was sin. And I wondered - how could this be sin? We're just normal human beings, young men, just wanting to satisfy the lustful desires of our body in a right way. We weren't going to commit a crime. How could this be sin?
And our friend started sharing bible verses with us. And it bothered my heart. I never knew that God was angry at immoral acts. I thought everything we were doing was normal. Until I was placed under the judgment light of God. I suddenly realized I was a sinner in need of salvation. I got HIT! And I was guilty.
I thank God that, though the first part of the good news is "bad news", that we have offended a holy and righteous God, the next part is an offer for salvation from that bad news - that Jesus Christ paid the penalty that we are deserving of, and if we believe in Him as our Savior, put our faith in His sacrifice, not ours, we will be forgiven. I am guilty. My "hit" was unquestionable. But Christ paid the price to take away my guilt before the heavenly Father, and allowed me to have new life with Him forever, till eternity.
The Bible says that we all have sinned. Romans 3:23 for all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God. The word "sinned" here means we have missed the mark, far from the "bulls eye" of God's glory. No matter how near we may be to the bulls eye, as long as we didn't hit it, we have sinned.
There are many who believe they follow the ten commandments, that they follow the golden rule, and that they are generally good, and have not gravely hurt others. But standing in the light of God's holiness we are all sinners. No matter how small our sin, no matter when we committed it, we have fallen short of God's standard. And that nullifies our chances of enjoying eternity with Him, and of having a right relationship with Him. We are guilty, and the penalty must be paid - death.
But, there is good news - though all of us have sinned, we can be justified.
Rom 3:24 and all are justified freely by his grace through the redemption that came by Christ Jesus.
By God's grace everyone is given opportunity to realize our state before God, and the same grace reveals to us the solution to this sinful state. And yet, when flashed with a "hit" we try to justify ourselves and try to believe that we are doing enough good for us to be in a right relationship with Him and enjoy eternity with Him. But this is not the case. In God's eyes, the holy Judge, all of us get a "hit".
But by the same grace God may open your heart to believe His good news, allow us to repent of our sins, and believe in Him as our Savior. Then we will be saved.
The "HIT" may not be erased, but beside it will come another flash "BUT SAVED BY GRACE THROUGH FAITH"
Ephesians 2:8 For it is by grace you have been saved, through faith--and this is not from yourselves, it is the gift of God-- 9 not by works, so that no one can boast.
